No matter when. Going on my youtube page brings up insecurities that I’ve been progressively addressing my whole life. The women I subscribe to are fabulous. But I’m not trendy. Not such a flawless face. Hair not where I want it. Body could use a few pounds more. And then I find myself insecure over things that prior to me clicking on a link, I was okay with. Then I slap myself, I man up…and I remember Beauty is in the Eye of the Beholder…so I strive to see myself like God sees me. Beautiful in every nook and cranny. 

TRUST

Sometimes we rush things in life because of fear, all the while trying to convince ourselves that we are trusting in God. Leaning half way on our own understanding, while bending the other way in hopes that God will help us to put our complete faith in Him. Trust. People tend to say that another person must earn their trust. But God does not need to earn anything from me. He deserves my trust…He created the world and keeps me breathing, how much more do I need in order to trust him. Well then there is Faith. We must first believe that God exists, BEFORE we can believe that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek him. So I got the first part down. Creation makes it clear that God exists, and my life is a testimony of His wonder. Now onto believing that He is a rewarder of those who seek Him…that part is the part that requires TRUST. We must trust God that He will be faithful to his word and promises….

It is all a process. Feel. Like. Someone. Pressed. A. Reset. Button. On. My. Mind. Today….

My scriptures of Hope:

Hebrews 11:1,6

Proverbs 3:5-6

Yes this is what I love…organization…but this is not how others in my home live…so it is a constant battle…sigh…hopefully this time my love for organization will win 

chungbob:

Productive space.

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lovebex:

My life, in short.

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